My plan, my dream, my purpose..

Here I am, with all of dreams and wishes for my journey in my own life...Somehow i don't know how to make it right and how to make it works...I just dream and dream...when I realized, now I have so much dreams to be come true is waiting in my mind...Sometimes I feel that "this is not gonna happen", but fortunately, it is done with all the things I did..Yes, thanx to my dear boyfriend who make me this way and support me with all of his heart...

I love my life...I love everything I had..but as a human being, still..there's something I wanted to reach...I wish I had a good company with my own name written on it as a president director, I dreamt about holiday with my husband in Guam Island and drinking Mojito with a small umbrella on it, I wish I had a great family with 2 cute children beside me..I wish I had my own house so I'm not affraid of doing something crazy..*grin*...And so on...and so on...

Some of my dream is on their way..but some of it is on wrong way and I just figured it out, how to make them works as I wish..

I had some of time for having fun in China...well, I think it's a good chance to meet different people and understand different culture...And maybe I can *should* learn how to be a independent woman here. My daddy always wanted me to be a independent in every way...as well as my boyfriend..considering that I supposed to be independent of my own...

Lucky for me, I still have plans and I don't feel uncomfortable with my life so far..

Considering now is a summer holiday and I still in dormitory whether some of my friends go back to their country or having some travelling around china or just want to avoid the heat with go back to their home...

It's so bad that I can't go anywhere because I really want to make one of my dream comes true...buy a camera *DSLR*. That dream forced me to stay in the dormitory mourn my holiday...the bright side is...MAYBE next month I can buy that damn camera...considering *again* I plan to go to Jiuzhaigou...aaarrgghhh...make me so confused...TT

Yea I know, there's no gain without pain...